The Demons

With a million fears & unseen tears;

I close my eyes, wish to fall asleep

But then, My demons come to play with me

To challenge me & neutralize me

A thousand memories my heart recalls;

Again my unknown fears, make me a call

Huge giant hands come to grab me

With fear, I take a step back

They push me to the ground

I couldn't fight back, With demons I am bound

With black horns they are crowned

They pierce my chest, I feel I am drowned 

Wounding the wounded soul

Stab my heart leaving a permanent hole!

I pray, begging them never come near

Though I yell, its nobody who can hear

Adding, The violent wind blows

Fright knocks & deeper it grows

Before I open my eyes, with moan

I am mercylessly thrown

Far away in an another heap of sand in hot desert

A desert of another pain, I assert.

I struggle to stand up, get up;

Again they haunt me, with fear I curl up

I fight to survive, my soul, my body aches

All in vain, my bones break.

More I try to get up;

More do they pull & stab me down

They seem to diminish me, they line up;

They let down my strength, chills rundown! 

Tears flow as I scream with pain

But nothing, all my courage going in vain

They push & lock me into an unknown land

In a dark dense forest, in a haunted land!

They tease me, laugh at me

None come to aid, not even He;

I will never win this war, this battle

Life ends, me being only a BIG null.

It was Neither fruitful or thoughtful

In this life, Neither I gained a medal

Nor I was called a jewel

All I left on this earth was only my useless skull?